Against my will.
Can I just get on the next flight back to California?

Real life will be hitting me again soon. I’m so sad.
I miss everyone so much already.

I’m sorry that you’re all dealing with me whining about how much I miss my friends and how much I want to be back in California.

Maybe I should actually you know finish community college already and then go to a 4 year over in California. I can learn to drive, and transfer to a Kohl’s in California. That can be a thing. I can make it a thing. I think I found my motivation in life.

Crying
About to board.

No. Just let me stay in California with my friends forever ;A;

Just thought I would put this here

I’m sorry, I don’t see you that way ;A;

I always genuinely feel bad when someone asks me out and you know I only think of them as a bro. The creeper customers I get asked out by at work get no sympathy from me.

But, ah, I just got over my crush, and I just want to be in my safe haven of fictional men and celebrities for a little while as well so yeah…

I’m really pumped and excited. And I get to see all my coolcat bros from the (mid)west coast. And meet some bros at long last in person, and see people I haven’t seen in forever and a day.

I think it’s time I start slowly packing everything for Fanime.

Jacqui, we need to stop being the same person.
Except not really. We need to do this forever.

I regret nothing

Welp.

I never bothered watching the anime.
Maybe I should do that too.

I don’t care enough to see what happened on tumblr for the past 24 hours.
If something cool was said or was directed at me, let me know.

And Sakura Matsuri today.
I was gonna try to finish something for Fanime and wear it today, but lolz that didn’t happen. Work was too insane this week What am I going to wear? God damn. :/

I’ve been so bad. I have been saying “I’ll work on cosplay in a bit” for the past 2 weeks and somehow didn’t work on cosplay at all save the one pattern I drafted the other day.

Though I think yesterday I had a legit excuse of why I didn’t work on it. If only I could defend why I didn’t work on cosplay the other 13 days these past two weeks… with you know something besides “I was lazy”

I’m a horrible cosplayer. Whoops?

Tonight I’ll probably go between working on Cinque and Makoto.